Frustration Evolved
Sunday, April 13, 2008
I'm going to rant. No, not the emo way. But the sacarstic way.
Someone told me today, that there is a price for having a good life. WRONG. It's how you live it. Sure, there may be some damm big obstacles in your way, but it's how you're going to react to it, that counts.
To my dear little brother. I simply can't figure out if you're a blessing or a curse. You are fun at times, and annoying at others. I see you in me. Which is scary at times. But hey, whatever I say here, don't take to heart. I'll just tell you the honest truth. Your attitude sucks.
I love the way you can just take my bloody ipod and listen to music so blatantly. That spans within my range of understanding, but what I will not stand for, is how you would just chuck it aside after hours of listening, and conveniently forget to charge, despite telling you so nicely to do so. Plus, I hate your high and mighty attitude of yours, acting as if you are so smart. have you forgotten what Dad told us? What he told you?
Always stay 2 steps ahead of your game. Keep thinking ahead. Keep running through the various possibilities in store. And whatever you do, your greatest weapon isn't knowledge. It's your imagination.
And you simply act on impulse. Okay, I admit, I do too. But at least I think before I act
Yes, we're brothers, but we react to anger in different ways. I'll withdraw into silence while you just yell your way through. We both suck at lying, but you like to lie anyway. You can feed mum these lies Joel, but you can't lie to me. I'm not an idiot. I know whats going on, but refrain from pointing it out for fear of imposing peer pressure.
You so LOVE raping my bed. you can throw your used socks on my pillow, step on my bed, lie on my bed, or use it as a foot rest. You can simply chuck all my homework aside, resulting in a serious lost of worksheets. When I am charging the laptop for later usage, you can simply unpluck it, and bring the whole damm computer to the third room and use, MINUS THE POWER PLUG. Genius.
Plus, I'm fed up with your decreasing faith in christ. Okay, I may not be a strong christian a well, but the least you should do is to go back to the light.
I make a lousy brother. Because I am an idiot. An idiot who doesn't forsee his brother's doom, till lately. An idiot who fails to recognise a brother's downfall. Yes, I am stupid. But guess what?
I have a choice.
I chose Dad, you chose mum. live with it.
But always remember what Dad said. What defines you from the rest of the idiots of this world, is your take in life. Dad didn't get to where he was by being like a normal person. He chose to be different.
The only failure in life is to try and please everybody.
You might hate me for writing this now, but I assure you. At the rate you're going, you're ending up no where.
